In my life, I have noticed a few constants. PAIN is definitely one constant companion. From loneliness, to physical pain, to mental strain… I know about pain. I do know this though- pain is an excellent teacher. Pain teaches you things you cannot learn in any classroom, anywhere. Pain is a conduit that will propel some to greatness, and bury others. The point I’m getting at is simply that we all go through hard times. Now some are harder than others and I get it if you want to vent, cry, whatever… do what you have to do. But don’t you ever quit. THIS LIFE… NOBODY GETS OUT ALIVE. NOBODY GETS OUT CLEAN. There is a price to pay for everything. People don’t realize that at the beginning.
I recently got told (and get told every so often) that I can be very intimidating. I laugh (because to me it is somewhat funny) yet I wonder… if I were like the guy I once was, super-duper nice, didn’t defend himself, all the traits that people-pleasers show… well, people would STILL try to crap all over me. I recently read about a boy in Texas who was beaten in class, as the teacher and students watched. He allowed some kid to pummel him in front of the world, and he didn’t even lift his arms to defend himself. In my eyes, it’s shameful to see kids be taught to be wusses and crybabies instead of teaching kids to be smart, assertive, independent, etc.
I remember always being deemed “controversial”, “loud”, “outspoken”. I used to try and fight that. Now, I embrace it. It feels good to be the villain in certain situations. By no means am I one to ever start any sort of confrontation. You can rest assured that I will be heard, and I will finish any type of altercation.
What do people say about you?